I cant function don’t want to eat don’t want to sleep  i am nothing but bear bones I am 21 years old now have seen much worse times in my life such as being teased growing up for being overweight after HS i moved out of state far away ran away from my issues like I always did turned to drinking and doing drugs to cope I am now in a shitty place once again some say my life is well if only they knew some say taking ones life is selfish i think otherwise i am 5-7 and 130 pounds I am going to plan on starving myself until my body wasstes away completely this is all I am able to write at this time I am so physically and mentally drained
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Oh my god I just can’t imagine being able to starve oneself to death. There’s got to be something easier than that. I am a determined suicidal but I know food is my weakness. I just don’t have it in me to starve. If you have it in you, go for it, we all got to get out of this world one way or another.
There are way easier methods of suicide. Self-starvation is painful, as many people who attempt to starve themselves vomit stomach acid and blood. The people that you have been around seem like assholes. Don’t give them the satisfaction of them knowing that you died painfully.
Literally almost impossible. You would only get so close to true starvation before instincts would kick in that your willpower is no match for. When you start to experience real true hunger, your body won’t care if you’re suicidal, you’re gonna eat. Attitude towards life takes place in the conscious mind. Hunger and survival is subconscious. You will feel such strong urges to eat that you’ll completely forget you ever intended to starve yourself.
Im in the same place i think ive lost 8 kg now and another 5 kg will have me close to death i dont really know ehy ive chosen this path maybe the depression im in has set me on this trail i dont want to care anymore
please seek for profesional help. This is serious. You are not like most people here (just complaining)…. Please talk to someone about your intention (someone real, not here on the net). Just talk to someone before making any more decisions.
I hope you will get well 🙂
Pls don’t starve yourself to death… that’s a painful way to go.
I agree with riverrunn that natural instincts will take over eventually. I’ve heard of starving people eating grass out of the ground. I’ve even heard of starving people (historically speaking) killing and eating their own kids! However I have also heard of elderly people who apparently “stopped eating and died.” I don’t know how it works. It really is terrible that suicide is so hard to perform this is why we should have euthanasia!