Autumn is here….the season where everything dies…. I love this time of year and I’m glad that this will be the last season I ever experience…its something soothing about watching nature die….the leaves fall…the grass turns tan…..the bugs die…..flowers wilt away…. seems like the perfect time to die….
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); this breaks my heart…
Hey PainNLife,
I’m only here briefly, but I thought I would say hi. Autumn is a very metaphorical time of year, I agree. It’s my favorite season as well, summer is much too festive and warm for me. It’s sad to see a great mind like yourself going through this, I wish I could help, if there’s anything I can do, don’t hesitate to say.
@TFF don’t be sad …I’m not 🙂
@SB thanks man there are a lot of people I wish I could be friends with in a different time under different circumstances IRL and you are one of them….I fucking hate that the people I find interesting and worth being around are all scattered over the planet and depressed like me….Im surrounded by morons and sheeple …
PainNLife I it’s not being forward can I ask where your from?
And it always makes me sad when someone finally chooses to end their life.
Even if I don’t really know them I can’t help but feel the worlds lost another beautiful soul.
I know you’re not sad cause I know how it feels when we decide about suicide though this post made me sad too..
I hope the best, Ryan2. In death or life – hopefully in life..that something changes by the end of fall.
Autumn is the most beautiful season. It’s the time of harvest and going inward. I have many memories from this time of year and in reliving each one of them I can feel the cool dry air as if it were happening all over again. If you’re resolved to go I respect your decision as it has been my same wish in the past. If I don’t get back on here I want to wish you the best and let you know that your posts and comments were always plainly honest and helpful. If it’s what you want, I hope the season brings you quiet comfort.
I like fall…as long as my allergies don’t start acting up. And of course this year they did. Anyway off topic sorry -.-
You know where you are?
You’re on a planet that exists at just the right distance from the sun to support life, which is just the right size and strength to not destroy us in our life time.
There isn’t a planet like this anywhere within reaching distance, and this one that you’re on just happens to have intelligent life. People have been on this planet for soooo long just living it up, never caring about how lucky we truly are to have a chance at life. And you want to leave just when it’s getting interesting?
@TFF horrible ass cincinnati….it really sucks here…
@RT30 whats interesting about the coming catastrophe?….they’re talking about shutting the government down because we can’t pay our bills….the future is bleak and grim ….in 100 years (potentially before) The USA will be just another roman empire
@fro & tristeza thanks 🙂 I just hope you guys are able to make it through….its no big deal though not all of us will and that’s okay with me…
I’m thinking the same thing. Fall is a good time to die. I have all the things I need to make my exit, and when the weather gets just cold enough (i.e. at or below freezing), I’ll be catching the bus, so to speak. I am a totally defective human being and I don’t belong on this planet. Or anywhere else for that matter.
@expeditio I agree…fall just seems so peaceful …winter is okay as well but its too cold out…in fall the weather is perfect….not too many outside and I won’t be met with much opposition as I plan to carry out my suicide outdoors away from people….but are you a new member? if so welcome to SP 🙂
ask god 4 heLp it s not right to take your own life only god can do that task 4 you all! REPENT
Ryan, do not ever comit suicide or think of it.that s the devil tempting u. repent and he will flee from u fast !……there took the words right out of your mouth ….now gday dude 🙂
Do you ever get that heighten sense of readiness when stuff like this happens? 😉
u dare mock a messenger of god! u must be evil person!
That’s what I keep trying to tell my mother but god dammit, she just never listens! 😉
Moms! hehe
LOL I find it amusing that people feel the need to preach to us….he even sounds dumb….I think I did quite a good impersonation with the misspelling and punctuation errors lol
@Pray4you dude I don’t CARE…. leave us the hell alone
u all wil suffer in th end! REPENT n tell god u love him with al l your heartan good thing wil happen 4 u
I repent god, I love you… Now fuck off please!
Im on my phon so forgve my errors i cant text well on it but u understand th message correc?
Yeah it’s coo
Dude can I just ask whats your point man….I’m not in the mood to hear people spew their religion all over the fucking site tonight so leave or go do something….man I’m sure there is a local crackhead you can preach this garbage to….so why us?
@RT30 LOL 😀
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y are u so mean! I only tell u 4 the truth! not bad I want 2 help u overcome badness!
Why does everyone ask that?? lol
Do I LOOK like I’m in need of help?
Read my post please, the whole thing
Oh geeze -.-
I know right?
Hey Pain I’m gonna miss seeing you around here. I’m kind of new here but you’re def a regular and it’ll feel so unnatural never seeing your name again. I just like that you’re around my age and you’re intelligence makes you so relatable, I feel like you’re an equal of mine on this site. But I’ve read so many of your posts and I know this is what you really want and you’ve thought it all through so if there’s anything I can do to make your stay here for the last few months nicer, let me know. Not “if there’s anything I can do to help” because I hate that line and I know there’s nothing I can do to help per se but if you ever wanna e-mail and vent about what you’re feeling before ya go, I know what it’s like, so feel free to e-mail me. But for what’s it’s worth your internet presence has made a positive dif. in my life and in lots of others. I hope you find the peace and oblivion you want on the “other side”.
Also, fall rocks. I don’t understand people who don’t understand why fall rocks.
you’re a strong person. in my perspective, the pain you are going through is not a bad thing. it’s a tough concept to describe, but i feel your life is very complex and beautiful, i hope you don’t kill yourself because you are a beautiful person regardless of your relation to anyone.