I made her a promise. Its one that I knew I couldn’t keep no matter how hard I try. But its what she wanted to hear and I wanted some way to soothe her mind and comfort her fears. The metal laying next to me calls my name, whispers that in one second it could all be done. No more pain. No more suffering. No more loneliness. Just nothing. Nothing…mmmm…. feels like a warm blanket. it keeps calling me. I never knew a body could endure so much and not give out. A childhood game of mercy where a person is told to never say mercy. Just keep feeling it. Just keep breathing. fuck  how selfish they think it is. Im so fucking tired.
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