tired of feeling this way

im tired of feeling alone and broke inside. Im tired of crying myself to sleep every night. Im tired of over thinking everything. im done with being that person everyone hates. im tired of sliding that razor across my skin just to be sure im alive. im done feeling worthless and unwanted. i hate feeling like all those words i am called daily are true. im tired of being put down. i honestly hate getting drunk just to cope but its the only thing that helps. im tired of being depressed, anorexic, and having extreme anxiety. im tired of hating myself. Can it be the end tonight? Would anyone even care if i didnt wake up tomorrow? im done being down all the time everyone hates me because im just a depressing pathetic fat and ugly human being that doesnt even feel human.