these demons haunt my brain and my skin. they make me pull my razor out and cut deeper and deeper each time. my cutting is so pathetic I have to bring my razor to school and cut in between classes just to feel great amounts of pain through out the day. my mind is dark with few patches of white for my family. my mom doesn’t understand why I’m always bleeding and asking forgiveness. Im sorry I must feel the pain. Starving myself is my favorite way to feel pain. All it takes is 3 days for my body to feel completely numb and happy again. Sometimes I want an answer or a reason to keep myself healthy but then again, what’s the point of that