I’m tired I’m tired I’m tired I’m tired I’m tired I’m tiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtired I am so fucking tired.
I am alone
Broken
Drowning
And nobody notices
They say I’m heartless, I am cold.
They say I’m a fool
They say nothing hurts me
Wrong wrong wrong wrong
I am always hurting and I am sick of it sick of the pain sick of the loneliness sick of everyone telling me it’ll all be okay when they cannot fathom the immense pain I feel.
Waking up is a reminder I am still here, in this dreadful world. I am sucked back into reality.
Why am i still here..
How am I existent, when nobody even knows I exist?
I’m just tired.
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You wrote this and I read this. Therefore, I know you exist. I’m a human not a robot.
You do not understand how much that really meant to me. Thank you for noticing me, thank you so much.
my feelings match yours! People dont understand the pain we go thru. They say we can adjust, we are thinking too much, we arent ready to adapt, they say life is not perfect. They think of us as a burden and yet pretend that they care! aaahhh the world sucks.. I am tired too!
I’m sorry to hear that your feelings match mine, because nobody should ever feel this way.. It’s simply not right. And it definitely does not help to be belittled by the people who say they “care” when really they do not. A rest, a break, is very much needed.
This was beautiful – dark – but beautiful.
Please know you exist in my world. In my world, you are poet in pain – a lovely poet.
This was the kindest thing I have ever been told, I will forever cherish this. Thank you ever so much.