So I’m planning on catching the bus later today and I really don’t know how to say bye to everyone 🙁 How would some of you do it in such a small time frame? I hate that I’m leaving everyone behind but I hope they understand my suffering. I’m tired of being depressed and paranoid its killing me… literally.
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i’m guessing you have everything else planned? for me, saying goodbye will never be an issue because i know that once i get that courage and actually have the conviction that life is not worth anything anymore (by the way i’m very close to this point), then i will not need to say goodbye to anything. everything/one will have already left (at least, in my mind). I know it might sound mean but if you care that much to say goodbye to anyone, I don’t see how you could kill yourself, knowing that person will miss you
Instead of saying goodbye to the “everyone” in your life why don’t you just talk to a few of those people? Tell them how you are feeling. You’d be surprised at how much those people actually care about you. Even people you may not have spoken to in years. Or people that you may think hate you. They will forgive you if they see the pain in your eyes.
write a note detailing everything that led up to this point. don’t go blaming people too much.
I’m not going to put blame on anyone cuz its a problem with me. And i’ve done went too far to just stop now i’ve been planning this for years hence the day is Halloween in the year of ’13. I’ve been depressed forever and i’m just ready to go.
or better: don’t kill yourself. as stupid as it sounds, your suffering is a learning experience that you must learn to overcome and fight through. no one else will do it for you.