Looks like ill have to resort to leaving posts and comments whenever I can.
I’ve recently concluded that I need to fight back harder with this failure to make enough money, and I have to keep trying harder and working harder to keep making more money to help my situation, but also to keep from feeling sorry about life and slipping into a depression about it all.
So I’m taking on a second job!
I started reaching out, starting with my closest option. I’ve really wanted to get back into the state legal medical cannabis industry, so I reached out to a local dispensary that recently opened. The staff is nice and they have lots of different kinds of medicine. So I went there and spoke to a staff member and let them know that I have experience, I’m reliable, and I’m available. He told me that I’d have to check back in with this other staff member to ask them, and that I’d probably have to volunteer first. I told him I had no problem with that and that I’d be back.
So meanwhile, I went and applied at this seasonal store and got hired on right away to work evenings and weekends. So great…then what happens? I bust my knee on a heavy concrete box the day I start work. My knee is bad, I can barely walk on it at this point and I have to go into work and walk around for 3 hours…not good! So I barely make it through my first night, feeling far more exhausted than if I wouldn’t have had the injured leg. But I got through it. Today I actually am suppose to work a full day, and my knee is still pretty fucked up but I think I can get through it. I need to just play through the pain. It will be worth it in the end. Ill have more money and less worries about paying bills. I just need to stay focused. Oh, and I almost forgot.. I went back into that medical cannabis dispensary and talked with the other staff member, and he told me that it didn’t sound like a bad idea and that they were gonna need some one to help out eventually. 🙂 so I will keep checking up on that opportunity. I wouldn’t be getting paid much, but atleast I can do something that I love, help others gain knowledge of and safe access to medical cannabis so that the world can feel a bit less dark.
So that’s whats been going on with me. Life has been moving so fast lately I don’t know which direction to turn. I’ve had a pretty eventful start to the month of October!
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U know something bro? Ur an inspiration, id even go so far as to nominate you for sp member of the year… Once someone gets arround to creating the award that is.
@procel- thanks bro, your the best. Unfortunately things aren’t going as well as I had hoped. This job only scheduled me for a total of 9 hours a week. That’s not enough to make my situation better, not even over a long period of time. I’d probly make more collecting bottles and cans.
So as unrealistic as it sounds, I’m gonna have to get a 3rd job now.
I don’t think I deserve any kind of awards for being a total failure no matter how hard I try
no no your the best, ive you nominated and seeing as no one else set up the award system i did it and im chairman so get the casting vote, this just in you win, wow didnt see that one coming, full sure i was corupt enough to vote for myself, must work on thaat.
there has to be a solution, apart from three jobs at once, man… that would kill a normal person, i know people like you can prob handle it but there are other ways… we just have to find them, we need ideas, it can be done brother, that one thing that was overlooke or forgotten. self defence classes? focousing on rich people, growing and selling weed, there is some skill you havve that we can exploit for money.
Man… you dont see it do you, so you may fail every now and again but you just cant lie down and take it, you always comeback, no matter what your still going, do you have any idea what thats like to someone like me? mabye you didnt intend to but youve become one of the few people i care for and look up to, you can fail at everything, you can fall even further (obviously i hope you dont) but while you fight you will be an inspiration to me……..
Wow..thank you! That in itself gives me strength. Yeah I’ll keep fighting, ill keep going, and I won’t stop. I’m ready for more
Love you RT, you’re an amazing guy, keeping fighting, and you better keep us updated! You really are an inspiration. It’s so good to have some humor and positivity in this place, you’re a real asset. I’m hoping things work out and you’ll be able to bounce back from all of this and find a solution 🙂 Keeping my fingers crossed that things will get better for you
you better keep fighting brother, and also sorry for taking some of your strength through my invisible straw, i find at times its all i have.
@sb Well said! i think sb should have nomination and receipt of the award for sexsiest member, all agreed?