I am a mom and even though my kids are adults, 1 is still at home in college, so im frustrated cause I cant go until i know my kids will be able to take care of themselves. it gets harder everyday though, no matter how many good things i do in life i still feel tired, i welcome death. I dont know why i cant get rid of this feeling, I just dont want to live.
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I commend you for being willing to wait until your kids are able to support themselves before making that decision. Too many times we have parents who want to die while having children that depend on them so much. I don’t think that is fair to the child; to bring them into this world then abandon them. At least make sure they have wings to fly before you abandon the nest. I know it is unlikely but I hope something changes and makes it a bit easier for you and that you don’t feel so tired everyday…..Whatever you decide though…..may peace be with you ….
2tiredinlife- I have kids to and I have always known one day my depression would probably win and i just wouldnt be able to stay here anymore. So i have already planned out their care/ and money for car/school when for when I am gone. Maybe if u think u wont make it u should do that to.