I am overwhelmed with sadness & emptiness & loneliness & all I do is cry & my heart feels like it’s going to fall out of my chest and I get anxiety over every little thing and I’m just done.
This life has stopped feeling real years ago, and occasionally I get little glimpses of life, but usually I just feel numb. This is so incredibly frustrating and painful and I just wish I could die already because It’s pretty fucking obvious that I’ll never be happy again.
I keep trying, and I keep failing, and I’m just one huge failure that should have killed herself years ago.
I’m sorry.
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I know exactly how you feel, feel the same way myself.
You’re not a waste, you’re just hurt from experiences in your life. I feel the exact same way but him holding on to myself, stay alive so you can experience the good things in life because theres nothing afterwards if you end it. Bad things happened/happen but you can try to ignore them and see the goodness in life.
Be strong, prove to yourself that you are worth more that what you right now believe your are. Get distracted, go outside, look for a hobby, move from whatever it’s holding you down. I don’t know how old are you and what makes you feel this way but in life some bad things happen and then some good ones will happen too. There is light at the end of the tunnel, don’t give up on yourself.