i just hate my life…i dont want this anymore i already tried to kill myself once i was just too sad and the emottion on wrath was just going on and on i just stoped thinking for a couple of seconds and tried to break my neck out of all sudden eventhought i put strength and heared the sound it didnt work…i stoped and thought about it and what i just was about to do…some days later i have this again…i just cant stand this i feel my parents look down on me sometimes most of my classmates or the people i meet hate me and dont even pay notice to me and after an hour they say “oh you are here too? hi” and i hate it!! even some of my “friends” make me feel bad and saying things that will make me look weak and stupid and i want to tell them to shut up but i cant i really dont have courage for anything im a 19 years old guy and not a guy at all (im not homosexual) im not just manly, im not good at anything i keep on failling at everything i try i just cant talk to people i feel stressed in huge crowds and all those things making me hate my self and so many bad things happen to me not to mention the feel of wrath i get again and again making me loose control… i just cant stand this anymore i cant even get a hug from someone to make me feel better just once i had a hug from a female friend and i burst into tears (i was really sad that day) but i dont gave the courage for killing myself…(sorry for bad english not my native language)
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just fucking tell them what you really think. its best to lose some (or even all) of your ‘friends, classmates or even family members than being hurt all the time and just suck it all up. clearly thats whats torturing you inside.
I wana share an amazing ancient relaxation technique. EFT Tapping Points that can be performed virtually anywhere. They have personally helped me achieve states of relaxation and inner peace that I would have otherwise not. Wish you all the best.
a) beginning of the Eye Brow (on either the left or right one.)
Side of your Eye (of either left or right eye, tap on the boney part of the eye socket
b) Under the Eye (of either left or right eye, again on the boney part of the eye socket, about 1 inch straight under the pupil.)
c) Under the Nose (roughly midway under the bottom of the nose and the top of the lip.)
d) Chin (midway between chin and the bottom of lower lip.)
e) Under the Nose (roughly midway under the bottom of the nose and the top of the lip.)