I looked onto my facebook messages, deeply pissed as living hell. My supposed best friend and two of her church friends decided they were gonna talk about me on a group message they added me to days earlier, and I hadn’t left yet. Pissed, I say, PISSED. They played me, and the chick is still trying to. She asked me what I was talking about. Bull-fucking-shit. I’m done. That pissed me off to the core, when she said that. I hate that she did that to me, I TRUSTED HER. I’m crying my fucking face off, and I can’t stop. Somebody, help. Before I fucking end it all.
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hello, if you’d like you can talk things out with me privatly
my skype is keegan.bourke85 if you’d like to talk
I don’t have a Skype, but thanks for your concern, I’m not planning to get one anytime soon. Again, thanks, Keegan.
Hey hey hey… What the fuck???
I’m just gonna be a mean prick for a minute, and it’s for your own good. I’m sorry you are hurting but you need to take a deep breath and chill.
Ok now for the mean part.
Please don’t post shot like this, it makes you look like a baby. I mean come on, Facebook? Get real and please don’t take up space here with that little nonsense. Keep it real please. If you are being bullied and pushed around in real life, ok fair enough, but I don’t think you have any reason to think of suicide cuz a few idiot kids talk a little shit. Have some pride and take a breath for a second. Ok I’m done
Thanks for the criticism… Haha, I guess I do need to chill, but whatever, I mean, honestly. I’ve been bullied all my life, so there’s your ok fair enough.
Same thing happened to my sister. I had to listen to the story for about half an hour. Then, two days later she completely forgot about it.
Im not trying to say you dont have freedom to post what you want, i just ask please. But you seem like a smart, even headed person. I’m sure you are better than all that drama. Don’t sweat the small stuff. It ain’t worth it. 😉
RT. way to put a damper in anonymousmusics mood lol. But I understand what they were doing. I come on here and rant sometimes. Usually delete it or make it so you can’t comment. But I rant and vent here and I think that’s what some people need. Somewhere where they won’t be judged. Where they can be themselves. Idk. I’m in a very nice person mood right now cuz I’ve got stuff going on but hey that’s just my personality. 😉
You’ll have to excuse RT30s words lol he can be a bit abrasive and harsh but he means well and more importantly he is telling the truth…. Some fake friends should not drive you to ending your life….if you think this kind of thing won’t happen again and again you’re sadly mistaken….you need to thoroughly and extensively examine anybody before you declare them a friend….keep them at distance….Don’t tell people things that they can hold over your head and use against you and your trust needs to be earned not given because you think they are nice and kind…..have strict standards when it comes to your selection of friends and don’t be afraid to end any friendships that don’t meet those standards…..forgive but never forget ….and never take anything anybody says at face value….Treat friendships kind of like business partnerships…..no you don’t have any money invested but you do have feelings emotion and time invested in them which IMO is worth more than money….lost money can be remade….betrayal anger and wasted time is permanent
I think she should knock them out
Haha, dom. Thanks again rt, and wtwo, Don’t worry about it. I make these so I can get advice, no to rant. Besides, she called me and we worked it out. I just have to worry about her church friends. I’m glad you guys stopped me from doing something that I’d regret in hell. Thanks.
All your posts are important if they are important to you. Don’t worry about negative comments.
Dom is such a kiss ass! lol
Lol y’all are so interesting 🙂
The thing is that there are no rules except for the couple mentioned. Anyone can post whatever they want here, about almost any topic under the sun.
Thank you. Good day.
@rt u want to kiss doms ass 😲 shits just got weird, im going to sleep, mabye ill dream more posts or mabye i wont wake up, ah itll be a win win. With regards to the original post if there’s one thing i learned about female friends its this. They are all mental, they are all cunts the only thing that changes is wether they cunts to u or not and most importantly people have short memorys, neither of ye will remember this in a few days
Hahaha rt look what you got yourself into!!
^lol^
Realtroll30 You’re always picking on the kids. They aren’t the problem on this site.
ya well i never could understand why a grown man just had to say things to them, people cant just pass up posts they dont like or dont want to read they just gota say something. One little girl that used to come on here maybe dead now because of that shit
People in this world make me fuckn sick No wonder so many people want the hell outa here
They also try to force pple to listen to them and and accept their advice as the truth sometimes ..when the fact is.. they are just as fucked up an anyone else
lol imasara- you get so worked up! You make me out to be such an evil asshole. I remember your problem with me started with a convo that had nothing to do with kids. LOL. I don’t mean these kids any harm. But really.. If you’d like me to leave the site for good, all you have to do is say so! If my advise isn’t needed then its no big deal you can have this site for yourself if you’d like. No really, I’m not being sarcastic.
If anyone would like me to leave the site for good just let me know! 🙂
rt
I don’t want you to leave.i really like to be insulted.:)kidding if thiere is anyone who don’t like your comments he can ignore them.simple but thiere are people who need some one to toughne them up.and i don’t see no one other than you.i don’t know about sara.but thiere are peoples who need you.they don’t know it,but they need you.and i need you because of our deal.and if this is the thing that is forcing you to get out well i will understand:)sorry for the type errors a ***** was complaining about it some days earlier.
lol thank you joinel
I kinda understand the whole “lets be real” concept that RT seems to like. But I also think that he is making some dangerous assumptions when he rips people a new ahole just because they do not function as he arbitrarily decides.
I am NOT saying RTs judgement is wrong… just understand that someone could be at a real dangerous spot and flippant/rude commentary could be all it takes to push them too far.
Just my opinion… not more valid or less valid than whatever your opinion is.
yeah just your opinion uselessyou.
Let’s face it everybody can say what ever his idea is.and if you don’t like it, well just “ignore” it.
Oh NOW my comment clears from moderation after almost a full 24 hours …that sucks
@uslessme- I’m not trying to rip on you but I will point out that when I first noticed you on this site you were harshly ripping into agony, which she seemed to take her frustrations out on me instead after the fact. I won’t deny that I’m abrasive at times, and I totally don’t believe in sugar coating truth. But I try not to call people names or be persistent with my negative remarks.
The reality is that no one is going to kill themselves over anything I have to say. Anyone who kills themselves must have deep seeded issues that obviously supersedes any convo going on here.
Some people just love to blow up drama. If you look at my first and second comment you’ll see that I really didn’t bash on her just to bash on her, I really do want her to be better than all that drama. And look how quick imasara was to jump in and keep the drama going after it had already been resolved. lol I don’t remember the last time she ever commented on a positive remark I’ve made. She just doesn’t care about the good side to people, she just holds grudges and that’s all she knows.
Take that! lol
now now folks lets let the steam out the room and realize everybody (those in the USA at least) has 1st amendment rights and their own perspective and opinion (although I won’t go into a rant on the “P.C” era we live in) …. I have no problem with RT30s words He never insulted anybody and wasn’t disrespectful….a little assholish but nonetheless it was truth…sometimes harshness and abrasiveness is needed although its not my style I won’t criticize him for his way of doing things….I have no problem with it as long as there is truth in his words and he isn’t throwing insults and obscenities and disrespect at people whats the big deal about what words in particular he chooses to use?
People need to understand that in the real world people don’t give a fuck about feelings at all and WILL disrespect and insult you while simultaneously speaking truth….at least he doesn’t do that…
@RT and PnL…..
You both absolutely have valid points. And (if I was not clear) I did not disagree with the points that were being made. I just thought it was a bit harsh – especially considering that a chunk of the people here are not in a good place…
Do not read anything I said as “you are wrong” or “you don’t have a right to state your opinion”… That was not my intention.
Personally, I (usually but not always) prefer a little more tact. And yes – I have certainly not always lived up to this myself.
It’s ok uselessme, I totally understand your intensions. I don’t think bad about you. And the “take that lol” was for imasara, who I also don’t hold grudges against
Oh shit, fire alarm!! 😮
@RT: “I don’t think bad about you”…….
Wait till you get to know me better. then you will.
😛
lol hehehe
I just wanted to say sorry to the original poster.
It was only in my intensions to have a short one on one convo concerning your situation and what your dealing with. It was never my intension to make this post subject all about me (lol) which isn’t fair to you. Sometimes that happens I guess when people don’t agree with me. But anyways..
I hope things are working out with you and your friends. And I hope you are trying to be there for them as much as you need them there for you. 🙂 cuz the word on the street is that friendship is a 2 lane highway, we all have to get to where we are going at the same time. 💚
Realtalk30 don’t say that i dont see the good in you,, i have told you before when you were going to leave i thought you shouldnt because you have helped some people, don’t say i have never said anything positive to you. Don’t act like im the only one who has a problem with the way you say things to the kids sometimes the only time i have said anything bad to u is over the kids. even an admin has asked you to stop. And i wasnt even talking about your advice even if it sounded that way, but ya.. there was a little girl on here you were really rude to that disapeared after that that i think abt a lot and wonder what happened to her.
Surely it is possible to tell “the truth” (whatever that means to you people) without beating others over the head with it like a blunt object. First, no one is telling “the truth” but merely their own point of view which may have some verisimilitude. Second, hammering teenagers because what they talk about doesn’t seem like a big deal is again coming from the point of view of the person using “the truth” as a hammer.
Personally I don’t give two shits when an SPer comes at me aggressively and then says “But hey nothing personal dude.” I’ve had decades of life experience to tune that shit out and relegate the user’s comments into the abyss of meaninglessness.
But like other SPers have said, some of you need to tone it down with teens and young adults. It is tiresome to hear typical caveats like “I know this is going to offend someone but…” or “I don’t mean to be an asshole, but…” when all the person needs to do is state the exact same ideas with a little more tact.
I’m just gonna add on to what I was saying last..
This post is about the person who wrote it and their problems. It’s good that they express their need for advise, That’s very big of them. Not too many people can receive criticism so gracefully, and I feel that it is a positive strength that the poster has, and will make life easier for them in the long run. If only more young people can be as open minded 🙂 we would all learn a bit more about ourselves.
People with busy minds and mouths typically don’t learn much about themselves.
@ RT30 With the greatest of respect (to everyone else) you and some of your pals are intellectual heavyweights. The weaker people are unable to defend themselves. It’s one of the reasons I don’t take part in philosophical discussions; through fear, I’d be embarrassed. You all seem so smart and I don’t know anything really.
Seriously Duke? You do yourself a disservice by believing that.
LMAO!!! Wtf!! 😛
I try to turn the subject back to it’s original intension and you people turn it back on me (and my choice of perspective, i.e. and people who agree/ish with me) that’s so funny!
Fine! lol
Duke.. I don’t normally resort to calling people weak right out. I’m not going to say that people need to be “broken” to be built up again, cuz that’s just foolish. But there is an element of betterment in what I do here.
To say that people like this are “weaker” and that they must “defend themselves” suggests that we don’t have good intensions. It’s like saying that just because you don’t win at horse racing means you can’t win cuz other gamblers are more smart, betting heavyweights. But it really has nothing to do with them at all. You are motivated by the fact that you can win, so you continue on, even when people would say that you bet on losers. You are stronger and smarter cuz of the criticism. This poster needed advise and criticism, they said so themselves, to gain the motivation they need. What kind of advise would I be giving if I had just said.. “Sorry to hear that, I hope it all works out!”? That’s not helping anyone, and if anyone has failed to notice… I help people!
Not sure if I need to say much more..so there you go!
And duke.. I don’t believe that you are less intellectual or that you fear any convo on here. But I do think you want to be accepted as a peaceful person. And half of it is that you don’t take an interest in all the discussions on here.
“I help people!” That you need to exclaim that…pfft.
I’m not trying to be more cocky than usual but when people thank you for “helping” them “with advise/motivation” and say that they don’t need suicide anymore, it’s safe to say at that point, you are indeed helping others! 😉
RT’s a dawg, he bites from time to time, but he’s a good guy. He’s helped me a ton with his positive attitude and interesting posts. He’s a little judgmental, but hey, who isn’t? The word choice could have been better, but he got his point across.
@OP
I’m glad things seem to be getting resolved
Even I think my word choice could be “better” but it comes out the way it does because I’m not inclined to feed people a bunch of BS! lol
And SB.. You help me as well with your strong attitude and valuable opinions. You are very smart! *kiss kiss kiss @SB’s ass* hehe 🙂
As a matter of principle I value my independence and impartiality. I believe that if I have made just one friend through this experience; it was probably worthwhile.
I consider suicidal people as a whole neither favourably or unfavourably. Nor do I distinguish between those who are privileged and those who have experienced hardship.
Someone once said the road to hell is paved with good intentions. Nobody is questioning your motives.
If a person is going to hold themselves out as an expert (implied), they must possess a complete knowledge of the subject they are lecturing on in order to do it justice.
There’s a poster on here that goes by the name ‘Miss Holly’. Not only do I like her as a person, I also agree with her recent comments. It’s easy for someone like me to attract attention yet, I reject it for the reasons she set out and to show everyone that it’s not important to me. I don’t want to detract from anybody. I stand up for peoples rights when someone says something like “Please don’t post shit like this, it makes you look like a baby. I mean come on, Facebook? Get real and please don’t take up space here with that little nonsense” because no one else will.
I’m sure I’ve said lots of mean things on here, I probably have many regrets too. But, most of that is directed a group of idiots. Much of what we say and do is based on our state of mind at any given time. Unlike everyone here, I’m no genius.
I don’t agree with the vast majority I read. To write detailed responses to some of the worlds oldest unanswered questions takes more time and effort than I have. I don’t even have a computer to do the research. I certainly wouldn’t want to rebut every single assertion people make.
All good points, I have no argument, especially since you admit having said mean things and possibly regretting it at times, makes you as normal as the rest of us.
At least we are both selective. You missed out ‘a group of idiots’.
Not sure what you mean. Am I apart of that group? lol is that why you are selective? “It’s either them or us”?
If you give an advantage, someone will take it. If you set yourself up for disaster, you will encounter disaster.
If you choose to associate with so-called “friends,” who mistreat you… then you are setting yourself up for disaster, by giving an advantage to those who do not deserve it, and cannot be trusted with it.
Never expose your vulnerable points to a potential enemy… except in the rare case when you might need to feign weakness to bait them into a trap… so that you can take back that advantage they thought you gave, and deliver them into their own disaster.
@clever- 110% agree, love the last part! Brilliant!!
Not at all.
Res ipsa loquitur
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