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by Sissi
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Hi.

I’m new on this website, surprisingly easy to find it on google.

I bet the usual question asks is “is life worth living?” I don’t know if it is… And I’m thinking of suicide now with a knife in my hand. One cut along the vein and I’ll be done and I can avoid all this pain…

 

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Engeltje 10/22/2013 - 4:48 pm

Wished suicide was that easy… But it’s not, believe me. Please, don’t stay in that dream that suicide is that easy, just one cut along the vein and you’ll be done. It’s not. Cutting your vein and bleeding dead usually takes at least 60 minutes before you die. And therefore you need to cut your vein first wich is extremely painful and difficult. No, suicide is NOT easy. I really wish you the best and I really hope this site will help you a bit. Stay strong. And welcome on SP.

Sissi 10/23/2013 - 5:16 pm

Hey engeltje,
Thanks, and I know it takes time. I’ve been thinking of doing it another way.
But I kinda want it to be… Clean. In a way.
Btw are you Dutch? Cause engeltje in Dutch means little angel.

mizk 10/22/2013 - 5:32 pm

Hi New Kid,
I’m new to this site also. Obviously I’ve found this site because I’m also suicidal. So far I have posted a brief description of my story and received some helpful advice from somebody who understands (versus my family and friends who are clueless and almost push me to the point of actually going through with it). When I first became suicidal just over 12mths ago, I researched how to go about it to ensure I succeeded (please know that Engeltje has posted this to you for good reason). Most suicide attempts fail. Many of these people end up mentally challenged or with other complications.
I wish you well and hope you find a way to get through another day.

Sissi 10/23/2013 - 5:14 pm

Hi mizk,
I’ve been suicidal for about 4 or 5 years now. Well to be exact 5 years, 3 months and…. 6 or so days.
I’ll be posting my whole story soon. From the start till now and I’ll keep editing it till the… Well, the end. One way for me to get through the day is making others smile. Seeing others smile make me smile and make me smile even more if I gave them that smile. I suppose I live to bring others happiness but it gets hard you know when some of those you to to make happy try to hurt you. It’s not easy….

Engeltje 10/26/2013 - 6:54 am

Hey sissi, I am Dutch, yes. 😀 Where are you from? Could be Austria, because princes Sissi lived there 😛

Sissi 10/27/2013 - 5:24 pm

Hi little angle,
I’m from Norway, my name is actually Mina. And Sissi is the name of my grandparents and mine dead dog. I just love her so much I use her name as my own sometimes.

marianna 10/27/2013 - 5:31 pm

I am new here myself. I have posted my story. Just wanna know how old u all are?

Sissi 11/8/2013 - 5:44 pm

Oh hello.
Well I am 15. Yay… How old are you?
I haven’t been on this website for some time cause I had to sort some things out.
You know with stress and panic attacks etc.
Sorry for the late reply.
~Sissi

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