I’ve heard it all, ” It’s bad, your going to get hurt, what a stupid thing to do”. So what? Of course I’m going to get hurt, so what if it’s “bad”, and yes, I know it’s a stupid thing to do! I don’t care about the risks. When I’m done, I feel emptied of the pain and the clouds of anger. It feels like a painful kind of beautiful, almost indescribable… So I throw common sense out the window and grasp onto the small piece of artificial happiness.
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I know exactly how you’re feeling and I totally agree! It really does help. A little physical pain is better than the ridiculous emotional pain. It lets you pour out the frustration, empty yourself of the built up pressure. It’s almost beautiful, looking at what you’ve done. Something you can control.