I feel so alone and so defeated. Sometimes I have the urge to tell someone I’m dying, my mind is killing me, but honestly what good will that do? No one can save me, it will only make them worry. So I smile and I laugh, I carry on with life as if I’m perfectly fine and they all believe me. I tell myself that if I do die, at least they will remember me happy, they will never know that I suffered for so long.
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Please seek professional help. There is help for chemical inbalance. Not all therapists are good at their job. If you intuit they are not, try to find another. I suffered for so many years and now am content with a peaceful life at age 69. All the crap society tells you that you are supposed to want doesn’t compare to one perfect sunset or the ability to appreciate that sunset.
I can sympathies I know what your feeling.. I understand it.