i hate myself more than ive ever hated anyone else on the planet. im such a nobody, no friends, no boyfriend, family hates me; my bestfriend and only friend ran away and didn’t even ask me to go with her, she was found but she has had no contact with me in 2 weeks and it hurts so much. im ignored by the only boy ive ever loved and ever will love. all i have left is my pookie bear (yes im 16 and i love my teddy bear), and my blades. i just recently got new blades from a pencil sharpener which was genius since the blade is hard, it’ll cut deeper. i love cutting deep and watching my blood. reminds me how much of a fucking failure i am.
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You know what? 6 months from now you might even laugh about all this. Things can change in a heartbeat. This boy you will forget about. When you’re 21 you’ll look at the scars and say to yourself, wtf was I thinking? This is such a brief period. My favorite saying ever (and so true) is “This too shall pass”. There is no truer words ever written. Take care.
I hate myself too. You are young tho and I promise you that what Juliemcc says is true. You will look back on this and not even care. I wish you the best honey. You sound like a beautiful person and I know that you will find someone who is worthy of you!