I haven’t felt suicidal for a while now. It’s definitely been a couple of weeks, and it’s been months since it was really bad and I was making attempts. Now I feel the feeling creeping over me again and I am powerless to stop it. I feel so angry at so many people in my life for fucking me over and just not being there for me when I needed them, or being there in all the wrong ways. How can I ever make this better. How can I learn how to forgive? I hate myself. I really want to hurt myself until I die.
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You can talk to me if you need to devinbelver@yahoo.com . I know what it’s like, I want to die too. But it’s the little things in life, the happy memories that we’ve had that keeps us here. You’re going to meet many people in the future. People you’ll say that you couldn’t live without. You just have to wait to meet them. Things aren’t going to get better over night. You just need to let go sometimes and live; have fun.