Hope it will end soon..

Certainly, each is entitled to the help they need.

Death thoughts are obsessive and can seem to take a great hold, so that all other thoughts become subjected to them. But it does not mean that the hold must remain fixed or that there is nothing that you can do about it.

Strangely, your own resistance gives these thoughts strength. Hating them, fearing them, being ashamed of them all serve to feed their apparent power. But they are just thoughts, like any other, and can be let go, if other thoughts are chosen instead. It is here that God, as you understand him, can help you.

Whatever your experience or beliefs have been, consider the characteristics of God.
Good, all powerful, merciful, eternal, compassionate. If you have thought God cruel, then consider that thing that is good, that is all powerful, eternal, compassionate. Determine in advance how much time you will give to this contemplation. One minute does great good. Two, even more. And five minutes given to the appreciation of these properties has effects beyond your understanding.

Do the same tomorrow, morning and night. It will help. In a week’s time the change can be dramatic.

Does this work for everyone? No. Some can not sort out feelings of abandonment and resentment. But those are precisely the feelings that are to be healed in the end.

Does this replace other therapy? Sometimes after a while. Sometimes not. See how it goes.

Good luck.

G.W.