If given a choice between two methods, which would you personally choose and why?

So I think it’s coming to a point where I really need to commit to a decision or I’ll be in hell for the next 60 years.  In my mind it’s either hang myself or buy a shotgun and shoot my head off.  Which would you personally choose and why?  I’m going to sleep now but I’ll read the answers tomorrow if I remember.  Hope you guys are doing better than I.