this just plain angers me and makes me jealous.im a person suffering from both of some of the worst mental illness and cronic pain diseases i can imagion also have cancer.dam right im looking for a way out,lm not gonna go into detail explaining discriptions of my disease colection.but when i imagine my health condition in the soon future.l fear dyeing a slow painful death in a hospital while in the care from strangers.i am trying to make a plan so l can die in my own bed,and be feeling high on drug of choice and have the most painless methed i can asist myself with.i have ran into a problem.i dont have axcess to the equipment that i need to feel secure in completeing suicide in ways that seem quick and less painfull.the alternitive methed that i have axcess to im not feeling secure about it being a less painful way. not haveing a secure methed in plan is causeing a fear that is always on me.ill keep doing reserch.someday ill find a methed im ok with.so to talk about what this discusion topic.killers on death row get off so easy.if i new that i would be killed from an ingection that would instantly stop my heart.that would make me so brave and id feel so secure and like a stronger man.the lethal ingection is the way that lm expecting my 14 year old cat to pass from.if my cat gets to feeling real sick and the vet says hes not gonna get better.im not gonna let my cat suffer.i would set him free in the most painless method.so i feel satisfied with haveing the best friend i ever had put down by the death methed of lethal ingection,the very same methed used to acheive death to the killers on death row.
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Seriously! Who do I have to murder around here to get a painless death?! Am I right?
I know, I know. Think of Hitler all the horrendous deaths he caused, people slowly freezing to death, and he dies *boom* gunshot/cyanide, gone in a couple of minutes probably. That man hardly suffered a day in his life. In a contrast with him I was born critically disabled and without a proper facial structure. Day in, day out. My skin hurts, my belly hurts. Maybe I should have been a Hitler maybe god would have treated me better. I don’t know. Some people go their whole lifes without much pain and then *boom* heart attack and gone, that’s got to be one of the best ways. Others burn alive (think how many people in history have been burnt to death alive. Too many for counting). Life’s a vicious game, too vicious to be played, someone find the way out.
your coment explains absolute truth about this terrible reality were trapped in.i could indulge in describeing how bad things are, but we both already know thats every thing.so ill try to tell u something to keep in mind when ur lost and u dont know what to do JUST GO WITH THE FLOW im gonna go get drunk and veg to a gory movie have another night of exsistance friend
To be fair… i think hitler most likely suffered significant psychological distress throughout most of his life. I mean, he wrote a book called “my struggle.” Surely he must have been struggling. Just because he had some measurable successes, that doesn’t mean he never suffered. He most likely suffered greatly. He was probably a very unhappy, angry, bitter, cruel person. I can’t imagine that would feel good. I don’t think anyone who felt good would just arbitrarily decide that an entire culture of people should be eradicated, and then actually commission it to be carried out. I think he was probably tormented through much of his life… and that, combined with the political and military power he gained, allowed him to use vast amounts of resources to focus his disdain on specific (or perhaps not-so specific, as history will show) targets.
He was probably a lot like us, except he had the power to do something about it… which unfortunately had horrible results, due to him attempting to eliminate what he believed was the problem.
I mean… can you imagine having to be that full of hatred your entire life, that you would relentlessly pursue enough power to enable you to attempt to eradicate an entire culture of people?
yeah that’s a good point OP. that mass murderers in the end, get the same treatment as our furry friends. weird. very strange to think about.
And yeah I’d have to agree with Clevername here. No doubt that people without pain and who’re happy with life decide to mass murder an entire grouping of people and then some others, well, just because. Man was definitely tormented.
lethal injection for death row inmates seems like a blessing, a gift, a reward. the real punishment is being forced to stay alive for the longest period of time, all while suffering great physical and mental anguish. thats what death row inmates deserve. those of us who have done nothing wrong, to deserve the punsihment of daily torture, deserve, fast, painless, dignified death that a simple injection would provide. i am sorry for your suffering, i deal with pain daily but i cant imagine cancer on top of it, may you find a pleasant way out, har! i wish you peace.