Well, I’m still here. Chickened out on Halloween. Had to work late, and my boyfriend decided to stay with me at work. When I got home I was about to take a whole bunch of NyQuil and sleeping pills, then he messaged me on Facebook. We just talked about random shit, and I decided I couldn’t leave without an explanation. Or without anyone knowing what’s going on in my mind. So I’m stuck here.
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I really hope you get better and overcome this. It doesn’t sound like you have a reason to die.
I really hope you get better and overcome this. It doesn’t sound like you have a reason to die.
Try really hard not to kill yourself, and make some meaning out of your life. I’ve been on the other end of the situation you are in, and trust me, if your boyfriend really loves you, he will take your death really hard, even if you were to explain to him why you were going to kill yourself before you did it. And by really hard, I mean really, really hard. You’ll practically be killing him too.
If he really loves you, you should try talking to him about the reasons you want to kill yourself. Love is by far the #1 reason to live, in my opinion. Try to make it work. Yeah, you’re stuck, I suppose, but being stuck doesn’t always have to be a bad thing.