My life is over. I’ve become hideously unattractive because I had to take steroids that deformed my face. When I go in to public, I get weird stares. I quit my jobs and I can’t get out of bed. There is no way anyone will ever want to marry me because my skin has stretch marks all over it and my face is so ugly. I sort of want to go somewhere and live in seclusion for the rest of my life but I’m only 27. I had such a depressing decade. I’m so disappointed in myself for doing this. I can’t get out of bed. I can’t work. I can’t hang out with friends. I’m thinking about selling my house. Using the 400k to buy a cheap house and live off what’s left of the interest. It will be a very depressing life, but I can no longer fxn in normal society so my only other option is suicide. I can exercise, watch movies, and read books. What do you all think of this plan?
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See a professional.
go to the country buy a house away from everyone and live your life
look into the tiny house movement and live simply out of society – our country is going to shit and I understand about how you feel
Tiny portable cabins and homes with lofts on trailers are part of a huge movement for people like you and I. This world is on the skids and I dont blame you.
If I had the $$ to do something like that, I might do that myself.
(the tiny house thing)