I
am so tired
of always getting hurt
when all I ever wanted
was to be loved,
someone to be there for me,
a friend.
I’m sorry I will never
be good enough
for a single person
in this god damn world.
All I wanted was someone
who wouldn’t leave me,
get sick of me,
or find someone better.
Was that so hard to ask for?
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I’m right there with you…
That’s all I wanted too. To just matter to one person. Didn’t ask for ten or twenty friends, just wanted to know that at least one person wanted to have me around. A planet of 7 billion people and so far I haven’t found anyone who thinks I’m worth associating with. Hard not to reach the conclusion that something must be really wrong with you when you can’t even find one other person on this planet who enjoys being around you.
You can draw 2 conclusions from this: Either you say it is impossible for yourself to ever find your soul-mate because he doesn’t exist. Or you keep on fighting until you find that one person (there is always hope).
If you chose the second one you best chance is to get to know as many people as possible. I don’t like prejudices but you will probably not find that one person in a bar or a disco. Try out groups where people come together that talk about exactly the problems you are having: Loneliness, need for friends, doubts about yourself, etc. I promise you that you will not regret it, and maybe you will even find your soul-mate there.
Have fun being yourself, dont depend on someone for your happiness.
I made the mistake of sharing 17 years of my life with a true piece of filth.
Maybe you will. maybe you won’t ever find anyone, but dont let it define who you are.