Is wanting to die
A normal feeling?
Do people feel it every day?
Do they wake up in the morning
When the night before
They had been praying to die
Do normal people feel this way?
Or is that just me?
Am I the one little girl
Who wants to die everyday
The feeling implodes in her chest
And she starts to break
Desperately trying not to cry
Walking the halls of her school
With her head down low
Just trying not to be noticed
Not to be seen
She counts the seconds
As the day slowly passes in its course
She knows
Once she gets home
She can be alone
She can do what she has to
To feel normal again
And to be happy
To feel the pain release from her body
Maybe then the feeling
Of wanting to die
Will disappear
Maybe it’ll leave her
And she can act normal again
But each morning
She’s disappointed
As she wakes up
Breathing again
She keeps reliving the same cycle
Until one day
She can make her life fit the way she wants it to
She can be happy
Free
Dead.
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