Being low is fucking terrible. Â I used to have a drug problem. I don’t do drugs anymore but when I get like this I only want drugs.
Why you may wonder, because they make me feel good. Â Not suicidal.
This pain is worse than any physical pain I could endure. . . I’m not mad, I’m not sad, happy etc. . . I’m suicidal, yes I consider it a mood.
I should just go away. . . FUUCK
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Pain killers are my drug of choice.
Lortabs, Percocets, Vicodin, Oxycontin, Klonopins, Valium….
They all work great for me. Seems to be the only way I can find some peace unfortunately, albeit only for a short while.
i know the feeling. every time i get wicked depressed all i want to do is drown in a bottle. it definitely helps but only for so long then it all comes back. i’ve found that a better solution is to try and deal with it. NEEDING drugs in times like those is how habits form and how weaknesses develop. but if you deal then you start to get stronger.