Putting your faith into someone special
Telling them what happened
Telling them your problems
Letting them know how you feel
Being happy
Even just for a second
Not with them
But still fully engulfed in their presence
But as time goes on
And your mind starts to wander
You once again see the pain
The hateful things people say everyday
Once again you feel alone
Feel as if you’re bothering that special person
You talk to them less and less
And let them live their life
But what they don’t know
Is that you’re taking yours
You try not to let them worry
As you sit in your room
Crying for the last time
Telling yourself
This is the last time
That youll ever feel this way
You’ll finally be free
After today
Lock the door
Clean the house
Write the letter
Think hard
About your decision
Sit down for a while
And just think
Is this what you want?
While your parents are drinking
And your friends are smoking
They don’t care
As you contemplate suicide
One last pill
You gently
Slowly swallow
Laying down in your bed
Pull the covers up
Starting to get drowsy already
Close your eyes
Put a sweet smile on your broken lips
And wait
For death to come.
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