I cant seem to do anything right anymore. My depression is getting worse and worse and everybody thinks that its getting better. I have been out of therapy for 2 months and I need to go back but I don’t have the strength to tell my dad. My mom called me a selfish ***** and hasn’t contacted me in over a week. I moved to my dads to be happier and I am in some ways but its my mind that I cant get away from. I miss my best friend. I miss seeing her everyday she says nothing has changed but I feel it and I don’t know how much longer I can put up with this, I wrote my suicide note hoping it would help me cope for some reason but it almost encouraged me. I was clean for three months and I have been cutting everyday for the past tree weeks. I am so hopeless.
“Don’t tell me that I’ll be fine, I’m so sick of hoping you’re right.
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I take it your mom is your best friend ?
no definitely not
Put your big girl pants on and tell your dad you need therapy. Your mom shouldn’t have spoken to you the way she did but trying to take your own life and not thinking how it would effect others is pretty selfish. I’m pretty sure someone would miss you, because there is always someone to miss us when we’re gone. You are not a fuck up, there are people who have worse lives than you. If they have the guts to keep breathing then so do you.
I know people have worse lives then me no need for telling me that. I know I am being selfish, thanks for the help.
Honey, I am a mom of a 20 year daughter and a 27 year old son. I want to help you. Ive done thisonce today….here is my # 707.314.0258
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