my final goodbyes (a poem)

as i live this life of hate and despair

why may i ever still care

my life is full of pain and seclusion

and when i pray for any source of resolution

im throw down and left beaten and defeated

for in this world ill never be needed

so as i say my final goodbyes

just remember through all the lies

it was you who i loved the most

but you saw me as a ghost

so as my last minutes tick by

i embrace the thoughts that today is finally the day i will say my final goodbye