I’ve been suicidal…..
i only realized it at age 12….
I was always so close to killing myself but it never came….
my family didn’t know…
now….
my sanity grew….
the feelings of killing was in me….
i dont ong know how to stop….
it it urges whenever I feel sad….
it it calms down the slightest when I toss my cutter around….
i sometimes think….
killing myself is the only way to keep my family safe….
my story? Family problems I guess….
I cry alone….
no one notices me….
I dont want to run away….
killing myself is the nearest plan…
I can’t see love or light…
help me….
even if I kill….
who would take me in?….
God may never forgive me….
this is my sanity…