Did you test fire your gun? How’s the weather looking? Hope you find peace soon. I plan to chrck.out soon also. The physical pains and loneliness have destroyed me.
Yes I fired my gun yesterday and it worked fine. It’s cleaned, oiled and re-loaded.
The weather is conspiring against me right now but I’m just waiting for the chance. If I get desperate enough I’ll just take my chances with the gun alone.
Waiting for the chance with a gun? What chance? Its instant death..
something is holding u back from suicide…
Most people hesitate (including me) to commit suicide.
Because death is scary as he’ll….
Holding back with the gun because I’ve read too many stories of unsuccessful suicide with a pistol or revolver. I have a double plan – I’m jumping from a bridge and shooting myself in the head as I go over the rail. But it’s winter and the bridge is out of state and there’s off and on snow in that area right now so I’m just waiting for a clear patch of weather to make the drive.
@lostandlonely. Just read through your suicide note. We have a bit in common. Let me know if you would care to exchange email, I’d like to chat about things.
I m sorrybut u made me giggle. I kinda imagine the person jumping and shooting at the same time..
there is some certain spot u can aim.. forehead or back of ur ear.. u won’t survive.
But shooting urself is really messy suicide method. Have u ever thought about trying something else?
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Did you test fire your gun? How’s the weather looking? Hope you find peace soon. I plan to chrck.out soon also. The physical pains and loneliness have destroyed me.
As long as you have access to this site, you wont be alone. I know I will be here.
A lot of us will be.
I honestly feel this is really one of the best and most worthwhile sites online.
Keep in mind many of us who come here (including me) suffer, just at varying levels, but Im willing to say those are high levels.
Yes I fired my gun yesterday and it worked fine. It’s cleaned, oiled and re-loaded.
The weather is conspiring against me right now but I’m just waiting for the chance. If I get desperate enough I’ll just take my chances with the gun alone.
Waiting for the chance with a gun? What chance? Its instant death..
something is holding u back from suicide…
Most people hesitate (including me) to commit suicide.
Because death is scary as he’ll….
Holding back with the gun because I’ve read too many stories of unsuccessful suicide with a pistol or revolver. I have a double plan – I’m jumping from a bridge and shooting myself in the head as I go over the rail. But it’s winter and the bridge is out of state and there’s off and on snow in that area right now so I’m just waiting for a clear patch of weather to make the drive.
@lostandlonely. Just read through your suicide note. We have a bit in common. Let me know if you would care to exchange email, I’d like to chat about things.
I m sorrybut u made me giggle. I kinda imagine the person jumping and shooting at the same time..
there is some certain spot u can aim.. forehead or back of ur ear.. u won’t survive.
But shooting urself is really messy suicide method. Have u ever thought about trying something else?
Everyone who was on the site today should take something from it. You didn’t lie to yourself.