For the past few days I have thought real hard about taking my own life. I seem to be miserable in all aspects of my life.
I go to work at a job that doesn’t care about me. Management treats me like a piece of garbage and they believe that my work is more important than any family issue that may come up.  Even the people I work with notice how miserable I look when im there. I am actively seeking a new job however I always seem to come up short.
When I get home all I wanna do is be left alone and not talk to anyone. My parents keep asking me what is wrong but I know if I tell them about how I am feeling it is just going to piss them off and start a big argument.
Everything I seem to do ends up working against me. I often feel that if I didn’t have bad luck id have no luck at all.I really feel like I have no where to go and I should just end it all.
I know I am rambling I just really don’t know what else to do.
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“that’s life”
But if you dare suggest that’s not good enough, lots of people will be upset; which then becomes you imprisoning yourself within a compelled isolation, due to it being the only alternative to futile confrontation, which will only yield even more discomfort, and will not get through to anyone who has already decided to believe differently, “because that’s just what you do.”
Welcome to the world.
Most employees out there nowadays are unhappy with their jobs because they dont get any respect from their supervisors. It is all about the money.
I took a part time job a couple of years ago, just to make extra money, the boss there was the biggest idiot I have ever seen, although he knew I wasn’t going to take his crap (and didn’t). I watched him try to take pay from me and everyone else in the store while he boasted how he collected overtime.
I quit that job, I made more on the side just finding gold at the beach.
Try finding another job you will be happier with, perhaps your life will turn around a bit once you do that.
Being in a bad env. only contributes to feeling like you are worthless.
hello love
im not trying to minimize the fact that youre feeling very suicidal. those are your true feelings and they’re very very real. however, think about the fact that there IS something inside of you that wants to stay, or you wouldnt be on this website talking about your emotions. your subconcious is STRONG! keep holding on