why do i exist

I wish i was never born. my mother has bipolar disorder. she is a crazy unpredictable psychopathic *****. My dad tries but she is just poisonous. my dads slowly become quite the alcoholic. i hate my life. i hate this planet. i hate everyone and everything. I dont want to live. i want to die. why do i even exist? why would someone place me in a living hell hole? and i try, i try so hard but im damn near…no i have given up. its just a matter of time