January: did mocks exam …. Restarted school terms
February : got suspended and dropped out of high school , meet my best friend / ex boyfriend / witch guru , found my ex girlfriend was pregnant , failed suicide attempt
March to May : studied for exam and did some
June : did some exam started a new rship with a old friend , had to deal with her getting rape and kidnapped by her brother which lead in July
August : lost my gf to said best friend was in a new rship with this guy got engaged to him almost lost him to sickness and his parents hated me because I was black
September: started a new private school , the rship got very abusive
November : got saved from said best friend from abusive rship , became sucidual again ended in a awesome rship with a very close friend from my childhood, started therapy
December : settled down in school , tried to make some friends
Hopefully 2014 is in my favour , doubt it though started with a bag of sucidual thoughts ……..and scared to turn 18 in a couple months
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Things will get better. Just keep your head held up high c: Good luck.
Honey don’t let people fool u it doesn’t get better it’s gets manageable and with a snap of ur finger it can come crashing down again
Okay, but manageable is still at least better. Don’t be discouraging to others…
I’m nt discouraging I’m honest I can count how many times I’ve been in serious rship to the point that I’m engaged and happy no more dependent on rum no more cutting wanna know what happens …… Fate tears another part of my soul away the rship either becoming abusive or some beautiful asshole steals them so I’m so sorry if I’m nt positive and readily believe strong words and good measure ……….I’m abit too broken to be sensitive at the moment ………my sincere apologizes
I understand if you’re broken… Many of us are. You’re right, you may not be positive, but why not be positive to others for help?
Rephrase my comprehension skills are low because I’m totes sick