Okay so I’ve came to conclusion, the best way and method that is gonna make 100 percent sure I die, is to jump ifront of a train. I know a railway station. I’ve done my research etc. It’s a railway and this trains passthrough that do not stop at the station, they go about 90 something mph and I know for sure I’ll die. I just know. I’ve stared too long. It’s the quickest way and I want to do it however when I try I realised I CAN’T as my survival instinct is in the way. How the fuck do people manage to jump? And does anyone have any ideas how to kick my instinct? Thanks loads.
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When I attempted suicide (by poison), I closed my eyes and chugged it. It wasn’t that hard to do, probably because the method was less brutal.
I know this doesn’t answer your question, but your plan is NOT NICE to the driver of that train, who is likely to be severely traumatized by the experience. Do you really want your parting gesture to create one more miserable (and potentially suicidal) person?
i attempted an overdose before and yeah i know what you mean its easy to just close your eyes and do, but i think trains are different. harder. this plan wont fuck up either, i cba attempting overdoses or whatever that just fail. and ive taken into consideration about the driver, but do you really think i care about him/her? no. i just want to die.
Don’t do it, life has so much to offer. Idk how your life is like and I can’t physically help
you but just think about the future and the dreams you have don’t give up
please you mean something to someone. Don’t leave this way.
Don’t do it, life has so much to offer. Idk how your life is like and I can’t physically help
you but just think about the future and the dreams you have don’t give up
please you mean something to someone. Don’t leave this way.
You should care. What if the driver develops PTSD and suffers a multitude of mental health issues because you decided to end your life by the train. I knew a train driver who saw and hit a woman… he suffered severe depression, PTSD and at one point became suicidal. Why? Because he felt guilty. He felt he could have seen her sooner and stopped the train. Would you want someone feeling they are at guilt for your death? while you die they live and suffer a lifetime of guilt? They will always remember you. Im not trying to sway you from suicide. I would wish you to choose life but if you feel at peace death then may you find peace. But just don’t get anyone involved in it. That’s all I stress.
I’ve said this before here – needing encouragement or some kind of “help” to go there can mean you simply don’t really want it, but you want to make a statement, use it for revenge or some other reason. The last time I tried I wasn’t afraid and I had no reservations whatsoever. I didn’t want or need an audience, I just wanted to depart. Alone. I remember feeling I was taking a risk with the amount of stuff I had ingested and disappointed I couldn’t fall asleep soon enough, then I downed all I had again without any reservation or hesitation at all.
If it’s right, it’s right and I believe the process will be more of a peaceful one than needing to overcome fears or barriers. The resistance you feel may be your subconscious telling you this is not really the solution you need. I’m sure everyone is different in this regard; this is just my opinion such as it is. You may have some things to work out and going there may not be what you really need.
If you’re afraid to do it then you’re not ready to die. Seek help, call a hotline if only just to argue with them for a while. If you’re going to die, might as well do crazy (but good) things. Join the peace core or something, spend your last dollars on a one way ticket to Japan and look for a train there or something. Who knows what you’ll find between here and there.
You should be considerate of others. You don’t want to be remembered that way either. Also, jumping in front of a train might just knock you silly. I’d rethink that strategy.
I used to live behind train tracks. For the longest time I wanted to just fall asleep on the tracks at night.
I had this survival instinct once, and yes it was a brutal way to die I was about to try.
But it wasnt plan and I was not ready. Maybe there is something that makes you doubt it.
What poison did you take that didn’t kill you?