Hi,
My name is Anton and i’m 13 years old. I live in Sweden and i’m here because i don’t feel like living anymore.. My girlfriend broke up with me not long ago and shes just a person that i’m never going to be able to forget. I cry myself to sleep every night and thinking should my life ene here or is there still hope..school isn’t going good for me.. I cry all night. I fall asleep around 04:30 AM and wake up 06:00 AM. I would sacrefise myself for her.. I wrote two songs and i would do anything for her.. Both of us had sex for the first time with echother. And now she types with a 15 year old guy who smokes and drinks.. She’s just the sweetest soul on Earth and i really don’t want her to get into that mess.. And now i guess everyone who reads this is thinking that i will find someone else.. But i’m afraid of love.. The pain she caused me is nothing you can describe. I cut myself sometimes.. It makes me feel good.. Screaming and thinking of something Else than her.. But i know it’s over.. I really need some help from someone befor i commit suicide.. Thank you for reading..
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Awe sweety you are only 13 you have your whole life ahead of you you will find someone else and hey the smartest people known to man never passed school and they make it far so you just need to believe in yourself a bit more
I felt that way after my first break up, too. Honestly, honestly though: the ONLY cure in this context is time. You will feel heartbroken for a while, but the longest I felt heartbroken after this breakup of my own was 2 months. Which is nothing next to a lifetime of chronic depression.