im new to this website, actually i dont have any suicidal intention ,yet im really in need to leave this world to somewhere better ,somewhere i wont see any humans .things are really getting bad evry year no progress in any side in my life .its been like 6 years now ,evryday i wake up i just wonder why do i have to go through all of this pain ,every day pass without me not crying and feeling helpless ,im not thinking of suicide at all because i beleive in my relegion .i cant see anything good on this earth everything depress me ,im so afraid of living so long because i dont think i can endure this pain anymore ,im praying everyday god to take me but im still alive .
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Welcome to SP. You’ll find some friendly people here who will support you. Lots of us, including me, found this site when things were going really bad. Like you, I try not to think about suicide for religious reasons. Some days are easier than others… and some days are tougher than others. It just depends on what’s going on. If you want to talk, many here will listen. Whatever you do, don’t give up. I’ve been told many times that God has a plan for me. No doubt, he has one for you, too.
thabk you i appreciate your reply
I watched a documentary about a guy who isolated himself for over 40 years. I think he moved far away from civilization. I’ve thought about doing that. Sounds utterly lonely, but after that long in complete solitude, I’d probably adjust to it.. or become like Tom Hanks in Cast Away and befriend a volleyball. I’m not exactly advising that, though. There are some great people in this world, you just have to have the patience.
im always talking to myself ,just like im having an imaginary friends xd