I just feel so alone and trapped.i feel like my life is getting out of my control and i don’t know how to handle it, to scared to ask for help. I am more scared of being rejected then of dying.
is life every really in “control”? Every time i think i am in control, reality bites me. Sometimes hard sometimes soft. There is no shame and there should be no fear in asking for help. it is highly unlikely that the people you love and that love you will reject you. You may have a difficult time expressing yourself to them. Remember too, this is not a new this second thought to you, but when you tell those that love you it will be to them. Different people react differently news like this. Some will be calm and some may over-react. Be calm when telling them you are in need of there assistance in getting help. From what i see you want to be a survivor! Tell them that!
I understand you, sometimes there’s just sadness and hopelessness for no reason…
You said your loved ones made you feel ashamed of your feelings, but don’t feel suppressed by that. Tell your feelings to somebody who you think will understand you, and if there’s no one like that, maybe you should try helping yourself 🙂
You definitely are an awesome amazing fabulous great person and the way you feel must have something to do with the way others make you feel.
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Death is nothing to be afraid of. Life is what should be feared.
cheer up, life is cool, you have many beautiful things round you but can’t feel.
if you ever need someone to talk, just email me & i’ll reply gladly.
You’ll be ready, but maybe just not now or anytime soon.
Dear silentlisten,
Would you care to explain to me why, you think you want to die?
I just feel so alone and trapped.i feel like my life is getting out of my control and i don’t know how to handle it, to scared to ask for help. I am more scared of being rejected then of dying.
is life every really in “control”? Every time i think i am in control, reality bites me. Sometimes hard sometimes soft. There is no shame and there should be no fear in asking for help. it is highly unlikely that the people you love and that love you will reject you. You may have a difficult time expressing yourself to them. Remember too, this is not a new this second thought to you, but when you tell those that love you it will be to them. Different people react differently news like this. Some will be calm and some may over-react. Be calm when telling them you are in need of there assistance in getting help. From what i see you want to be a survivor! Tell them that!
I told them once and they made me feel so ashamed of myself, them forgot about it.
Do you live with or near your family/ Good friends?
Family yes friends, don’t realy have many of those but the ones i have don’t live near me.
You wrote that your life feels like it is getting out of your control. I would like to know more if you care to elaborate.
There is nothing that should be making me feel this way but i do.
I understand you, sometimes there’s just sadness and hopelessness for no reason…
You said your loved ones made you feel ashamed of your feelings, but don’t feel suppressed by that. Tell your feelings to somebody who you think will understand you, and if there’s no one like that, maybe you should try helping yourself 🙂
You definitely are an awesome amazing fabulous great person and the way you feel must have something to do with the way others make you feel.