have you ever wonder what it would be like to be crazy? to sit in a padded room scratching out the same numbers over and over on the wall?
To follow the same repeated endless cycle till time indefinite.
this is probably insensitive or stupid to say but i would much rather live in my own fantasy world. The things i create in my mind seem legitimately better than the reality i lead.
I write and write and write so that i can escape my own boring reality, the same reality i said i would never lead.
I said i would never work a normal job: FAIL
i would be famous before i was 18: FAIL
I would fall in love and travel the world: PENDING
I would be a multimillionaire and help the weak : evidently that wont happen.
So as i said, i feel it would be much better to live in my own mind, i practically do.
To fall in love and fight epic battles, to save the world, to become a legend. it all seems silly, but really the silly shit is what makes us happy.