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i feel a crazy is upon us

by Tormenting Dreams

have you ever wonder what it would be like to be crazy? to sit in a padded room scratching out the same numbers over and over on the wall?

42,23,18

42,23,18

42,23,18

To follow the same repeated endless cycle till time indefinite.

this is probably insensitive or stupid to say but i would much rather live in my own fantasy world. The things i create in my mind seem legitimately better than the reality i lead.

I write and write and write so that i can escape my own boring reality, the same reality i said i would never lead.

I said i would never work a normal job: FAIL

i would be famous before i was 18: FAIL

I would fall in love and travel the world: PENDING

I would be a multimillionaire and help the weak : evidently that wont happen.

So as i said, i feel it would be much better to live in my own mind, i practically do.

To fall in love and fight epic battles, to save the world, to become a legend. it all seems silly, but really the silly shit is what makes us happy.

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Wifeisgone 1/2/2014 - 7:53 pm

thanks for the favor bro 😉

kokola9000 1/2/2014 - 8:38 pm

You sound like a cool author 😀
It sucks a lot when our expectations never come true 🙁

YOUWILLNEVERKNOWME 1/3/2014 - 12:04 am

Real life is so stressful I hate it.
But when you think about it, we are basically are all insane, we live the same things over and over.
Meet a girl
Talk to her
Become her friend
Fail at loving
(then repeat)
Meet a girl
Talk to her
Become her friend
Fail at loving
(then repeat)
Meet a girl
Talk to her
Become her friend
Fail at loving
(over and over and over again…)
See? We all do the same things over and over.
So I do follow the same repeated endless cycle till time indefinite.
Even if I’m with someone I’m still solivagant.

quaero 1/3/2014 - 1:19 am

Similar thoughts i also thought. I love dreamers more than realists. I had a lot of dreams in my teenage. They all burned out in the fire of one dream. Maybe it was the strongest one, thus it survived. I am not gonna give up this last one. I can’t anyways. I guess my “will to freedom” is more than my “will to truth”. I will escape into a free world, even if its mental, if reality cannot provide it.

Jisatsu 1/3/2014 - 1:51 am

Reality is complete crap, I switch from book to TV show to naps to daydreams to books to TV shows to naps to daydreams…

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