i come and go.
here and there.
i make mistakes.
i go home, and there it is.
the guilt, the pain, the shame.
i can’t please her.
make her happy.
everything i do, i just mess up.
and now we’re broken.
non existent.
we tried – i tried.
it just doesn’t work.
i can’t be who you want.
call me all the names you want.
tell me i’m crazy and stupid.
that i need to get myself together.
but it won’t change anything.
i don’t care if you say.
go head, kill yourself.
“i’m so depressed”.
you’re unworthy.
i don’t think you really love me.
cause it’s ok.
i’l be gone soon enough.
the responsibilities will be over.
no more fights.
no more tears.
no more lies.
no more us.
2 comments
This poem reflects so much on so many of us. Many here have been in the same situation as you are in right now. Making mistakes is alright. That is life. Everyone makes mistakes. You can’t please her? Don’t change for her. Be yourself. There are lots of people who can’t do much but there is not one in the world that is bad at everything. Time is ticking. The moment of tears will pass. The thought of death will disappear. You will smile again We believe you. You can do this. Time is ticking.
Thanks for the nice comment. Most people just look over the things that happen in my life. You’re the first to ever really comment. And coming from someone who I’ve never met, that really gives me hope.