It’s clear to me now that society has no use for me.
Girls these days want nothing but sex and hook ups and to make a statement, so I have no reason to live. I have nothing to offer. I grew up believing that everyone would be entitled to be loved, but when I go outside and see that so many girls reject good men to have meaningless sex in clubs with guys with STDS I see that it means nothing, and it’s foolish of me to believe that I’m worth anything. Especially because I’m Asian and girls these days only want black guys. I went to an Ivy League school and have a lot of talent but that doesn’t mean anything to the world that puts athletes and thugs at the top and good men with nothing but kind hearts and hope for true love at the bottom. I don’t care about sex at all. I don’t think about it. I have seen too many girls with ugly men that I think that there is nothing in their hearts that values good characteristics or even handsome looks; instead they favor something else that I can never offer because of my skin color.
I don’t think I can take being viewed as a subhuman any more. The media constantly tells me that I am worthless because of my skin color and that I can never find love or am worthy of being viewed as a man. I give it a few more months before I pull the plug on myself.
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You are obviously living in the wrong place. Where I am in Canada, girls totally dig Asian dudes. But would you seriously kill yourself because you can’t get girls to date you? Your day will come, it may take a while but personality does eventually get noticed over dick.
Ever heard the term nice guys finish last? They do. Why the hell would you want trashy club girls in the first place? They are only good for sex and a guy like you whose looking for more, shouldn’t lower the bar unless you just want to fuck. You act like asains have never fallen in love. Maybe your just looking in the wrong places and have bad taste in women, not all girls are into one night stands. Ladies also like confident men who are active so why not be a little more confident and a bit active? Nothing wrong with wanted a meaningful relationship but to be needy and insecure and bitter is another thing. It’s your life dude, you can make any deciscion. This is suicide project and I’m not here to preach because I got my issues that plague me. Ivy league student? I would think those would be more competitive and assertive. Maybe it’s not only the girls that has a problem, it’s you but unlike a majority of women, you can make some changes and if it still doesn’t work, then do what you have to do.
Yep. Typical “chicks” these days only want… well, things i shouldn’t say, but are totally obvious to me.
OTOH, from my experience as a caucasian (allegedly with a bit of native american genes), Asians tend to be more highly regarded mentally and when it comes to topics such as honor and determination. I guess we all think you guys are ninjas and kung fu masters or something. But seriously, most of the asians i’ve met, have been fine people, with an admirable sense of drive, and usually well-principled, morally reasonable achievers.
Take the starcraft 2 circuit, for example: it is widely believed that “koreans” are apparently superior to anyone else who plays starcraft. I recently read that MLG dropped SC2, “because the koreans are just too good; no one can compete with them.”
But i feel your pain man. Video games are irrelevant (even most material pursuits) when it comes to the need for affection and companionship. And the typical females of today, tend to only want things that are connected to the stigmas of phallic superiority. They all seem to want to test themselves, like it’s some kind of extreme sport… and then to brag to all their stupid friends about what they did. Like, ooh, you got effed by a huge d. What an accomplishment!
It’s difficult to find any available female who isn’t all about finding the biggest thing attached to the guy with the most money… or just being arbitrarily promiscuous. I mean, i understand the desire for variety… but it says a lot of negative things about any person, if all they really care about is fucking lots of different people, but has no desire for, or places no value on, finding a mutual companionship with “a special person.” If all you want to do is go fuck all the dudes, then you’re just a “*****.” Literally. You’re just an animal following your instincts and urges, and not what i call “a person.” People who act like that, make it hard for me to consider them “human,” even though they “technically” are. I tend to not care about the well-being of people like that… and partly because they are arbitrarily reckless, with both themselves and others, but also because it seems apparent that they have no understanding of the concept of “humanity.” They are typically inhumane toward anyone who isn’t “high grade beef.” Which is almost exactly the type of thing all the “feminists” tend to cry about: being objectified, treated like a “thing,” and judging people on a purely physical level, and treating everyone else like garbage.
Maybe you need to just go “jerk-mode,” and be extremely selective and unforgiving in your selection criteria. If they’re not *exactly* what you’re looking for, treat them like the garbage they act like they are. And then laugh in their faces when they’re upset about it.