You promised you’d be there for me. You promised you’d help me. You promised not to let me drown.
I knew I shouldn’t have believed you. I knew I shouldn’t have been so gullible. You don’t want me anymore. You just want to be ‘friends’ now. But you and I both know that won’t happen. You and I both know we won’t really speak anymore. You and I Â both know you’ve given up on me.
You’re not here for me. You’re not helping me. You’ve let me drown.
If you couldn’t even handle a month of being with me and trying to help, how can I handle a lifetime with being stuck as me and trying to receive help. Â It’s not fair. If everybody else can give up on me, why can’t I give up on myself?
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You need to find “someone” in yourself that you can trust. People will always let you down. At the end, everyone is alone and the biggest challenge for us is to learn how to be happy with ourselves. I still didnt manage to do this, but I really think it would help.
Anyway, I hope you feel better. Try to take good care of yourself. Do things that you like to do, eat something you love. Sleep good and try to relax.