I don’t know anymore… All I know is it’s mental breakdown and panic attacks and crying just over and over again. What do I mean that I’m broken? I snapped. I snapped under the pressure under the stress and I broke. I just cried and cried and cried. I just want it to end. I just want all of it to end..
I want the pain to end.
What is the pressure? The pressure of being a perfect child. The pressure of being the happy one. The pressure of ALWAYS being happy. The pressure of being able to pick others up and myself. The pressure of being everything I’m not. What’s bothering me? A lot of things. The fact that I still haven’t told my family I am depressed and suicidal. That I haven’t told my bestest friends I am depressed. So many things are bothering me.
Be you. If you don’t know who you are, decide what and who you want to be, and become that. But don’t do it for anyone but you. Never apologize for being you, either.
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LetItGo! Tell me more…….
I am……..concerned…..
Hey LetitGo.
How are you. What do you mean your broken?
What happened kiddo?
Please talk. You know im here.
A zygopetalum? Hm… probably to blande.
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Lovely tropical vanda maybe? 😀
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I don’t know anymore… All I know is it’s mental breakdown and panic attacks and crying just over and over again. What do I mean that I’m broken? I snapped. I snapped under the pressure under the stress and I broke. I just cried and cried and cried. I just want it to end. I just want all of it to end..
LetitGo, it ok to cry. Let it go, let it out.
Do you really life to end?
Or the pain to end?
What is this pressure?
What is bothering you LetitGo?
I want the pain to end.
What is the pressure? The pressure of being a perfect child. The pressure of being the happy one. The pressure of ALWAYS being happy. The pressure of being able to pick others up and myself. The pressure of being everything I’m not. What’s bothering me? A lot of things. The fact that I still haven’t told my family I am depressed and suicidal. That I haven’t told my bestest friends I am depressed. So many things are bothering me.
Be you. If you don’t know who you are, decide what and who you want to be, and become that. But don’t do it for anyone but you. Never apologize for being you, either.
Lorax makes a valid point LetitGo. Be you dont worry or feel the need to conform to something you are not. No ones perfect nor will anyome be perfect.
Maybe you need to start talking to you family about you feelings. They can be the perfect support system.
I like the tropical one!!!