I’m scared to live, so I wanna die. I’m scared to die, so I try to live. Stuck in the middle and the hollowness is too heavy. The logical thing would be to face the fear to live, before the fear to die. But I’m not logical and I want an easy answer, though I know there aren’t any.
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Yep. This is the limbo that so many of us suicidal people are trapped in. It usually goes on for a very long time before it becomes unbearable and the choice to end everything once and for all overrides the survival instinct.
Butnow you have a family so that is another reason to live.
Do I ?
This is so perfectly put, and it’s such a real description of how I feel