I hate my life

I wish I could redo (or undo) my entire life.  Like guhhhhhh’s post above, I have tried to reinvent myself, tried several completely different jobs, moved countless times, met tons of new people,  and yet somehow the cloud of darkness and pain follows me wherever I go.  So I guess it’s just me then.  I suppose I am the problem.  Perhaps as long as I exist, I shall always be in misery… :/