Que sera, sera. What ever will be, will be. Right?
Five years of nightmares? At least you can sleep. I’ve had one eye open the past three and still cannot manage an entire week of rest. Soon enough however, we will all be awake to it.
A bunch of nonsensical hoo-hah that I’ve done my best to ignore. It’s often things along the lines of “click-POW! Haha go on, shoot yourself, arsehole!” or “hackslashwhackdash…use your knife to make more than a gash!” and bullshit like that. Sometimes however, I converse with the voices in the hopes of gaining further understanding of myself. Sadly, this has not beared fruit, evident by the fact I’m on a suicide website.
Do you think those voices are different views on yourself that have transpired into real voices. I can tell you that the excerpt of the voices you gave me, verbalises everything that I feel inside.
I suppose so, yes. I haven’t had the best of lives and my old job just amplified it, but recently in the past six months the voices have just…intensified. Sometimes I’ll murmur out what is being said in my head and I lose track of myself in the process. I know it’s unhealthy, but I’m just a lost soul.
Sorry that you feel that way inside, I’m sure you’re better than some lying bastard trapped inside our head’s, so do your best to block them out, okay?
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Que sera, sera. What ever will be, will be. Right?
Five years of nightmares? At least you can sleep. I’ve had one eye open the past three and still cannot manage an entire week of rest. Soon enough however, we will all be awake to it.
Nightmares and dreamscapes.
ahhh dreaming of an eternal dream. Why can you not sleep Shepard?
Because the voices won’t let me.
what do the voices say?
A bunch of nonsensical hoo-hah that I’ve done my best to ignore. It’s often things along the lines of “click-POW! Haha go on, shoot yourself, arsehole!” or “hackslashwhackdash…use your knife to make more than a gash!” and bullshit like that. Sometimes however, I converse with the voices in the hopes of gaining further understanding of myself. Sadly, this has not beared fruit, evident by the fact I’m on a suicide website.
I’ll silence them one day, hopefully…
Do you think those voices are different views on yourself that have transpired into real voices. I can tell you that the excerpt of the voices you gave me, verbalises everything that I feel inside.
I suppose so, yes. I haven’t had the best of lives and my old job just amplified it, but recently in the past six months the voices have just…intensified. Sometimes I’ll murmur out what is being said in my head and I lose track of myself in the process. I know it’s unhealthy, but I’m just a lost soul.
Sorry that you feel that way inside, I’m sure you’re better than some lying bastard trapped inside our head’s, so do your best to block them out, okay?
…although I’m one to talk.