I feel as though my soul is finished here in my current form. I believe that we are conscious beings born to learn lessons on earth that our souls can use to grow. It grows through experience and thought. My conundrum is that from all the lives before, we have all lived many a time and our souls have learnt from these lives. We have been rich, we have been poor. We have loved and we have lost. Every lifetime our souls learn something it has not felt before.
My thought on this life is that my soul has competed it journey. In this life I am to be the reason for the end. I am to say when and release my soul from this voyage. I do not see it as suicide, it is merely another lesson to learn. It is the final act my soul requires to be fulfilled and carry on the journey of experience. I am to overcome the fears and take control.
I believe in reincarnation and that we are all here to suffer through lives for the constant education of our souls. Does anyone else feel the same way spiritually?
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Um, that’s a lot for me to give an unequivocal yes to, but for the most part, yes. ;^)
I believe we have a purpose, and we sure get a lot of lessons (perhaps a few more than we bargained for).
Unfortunately (and boy do I have some great conspiracy theories about this one), we forget who we are and our purpose shortly after we get here. Part of our journey may include responding to little reminders we may intuitively encounter along the way.
It is so hard to know when we have fulfilled our purpose or whether we have just passed a milestone. Can you share why you feel you’re done?
I think our intention is important, and that self deliverance done to inflict pain on others is not best. I also have reservations about how we might carry emotional residue from an impulsive act.
I think part of our challenge (survival?) at this point, is developing a useful understanding of consciousness itself and to actually begin moving in it through various practices.
You seem to have a gentle and wise spirit. You know, we need that sort of thing down here, right? ;^)
I also believe that we lose the why’s and how’s of our past lives along with the current. That is a reason why I think suicide is only scary while you are living. Once able to achieve that release nothing matters. We leave everything behind and will have no real residue from it. Our souls go through everything. I feel that this is one journey my soul is to take.
I have a good life. I have no reasons to be sad. Yet I wake everyday with this deep feeling that I am not to exist in this life anymore. That is why I feel as though this is done for me. I read of people having a bad day because something happened, or someone doesn’t love them. If given a reason to feel bad I feel that there is a solution to turn it around. I have no reason other than internally I am a realist. I know that everyone’s life takes the same start and same end. It’s the in between that differentiates us. I feel my end is to come at my own hand in my own time. I can’t explain it any more than I can explain if there is a God.
My thoughts sometimes come out faster than I can type. I may not always make sense but I thank you for your reply. I guess we will never know what it is all about until we get there.