I’ve met someone, I should be happy right? The problem is they are so far away, we both have confessed our love, but before I met them I was debating whether to commit suicide. Here I am sitting at my computer completely sad and alone, I feel like this all the time, but I can tell my mum how I feel… Can I? My friends are gradually getting more worried about me, but I am unable to talk to anyone every time I try to talk I end up in tears.
I don’t know what to do, no one I know can truly understand. I have tried to commit suicide in the past but only bleed a lot.
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Why not try posting your thoughts here again, like you just did? Keep a journal, so-to-speak. We all go through ups (you met someone) and downs (you still feel lonely and have suicidal ideation), just remember: the “downs” make the “ups” better. What more can we do other than try to learn from past experiences? What part of your life is causing you the most depression right now?