Imagine a map, it’s a map of the world, a giant map, placed on the wall.
There are lights on the map, some of them blue, some of them white,
some of them glistening more, some of them flickering faintly.
Each light represents a soul.
Your light is on the map and I don’t know if it’s blue, white,
if it’s shining or if it’s hiding, if it’s bruised or healing.
(If it’s healing, it’s purple.)
Then something horrible happens; a villain steals the lights.
Not the souls,
just the lights.
Blue, white,
purple.
No indication of them on the map.
The map’s plain now. That’s not nice, is it?
A plain map. A plain map that didn’t use to be plain.
A plain map that used to special!
The villain returns the lights. He isn’t a villain anymore and
once the lights are placed on the map again, they shine like nothing
happened.
The villain didn’t break them.
But the map doesn’t want them now. I don’t need the lights.
The villain who isn’t a villain anymore leaves.
The map tries to shake them off but the lights don’t badge. Please,
get them off me, the map says. Please,
I don’t need the lights.
Nobody hears the map.
Nobody will ever hear the map.
The map proceeds to tear itself apart, the small voice not loud enough
to make its presence known:
I’ll try to get off you, I swear!
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Doubt it will be read but felt like sharing some of my free verse poetry.
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Beautiful verses. But they would be even better if you would help me understand them. 🙂 Who’s the villain and why doesn’t the map want it’s lights anymore?
I rarely explain my poetry because I’d rather have people who read my work place their own meaning in my characters. For me, it’s about someone who once felt okay about themselves, someone not depressed, but some events and/or people made them feel worthless (repeatedly or not) and when the chance of getting better, regaining their selfworth and healing appeared, they refused to accept the help because they couldn’t really see the point. Too lost in their dark cloud.