im a ghost

just a question, do you care if they are there? if you do care, how do you show it? maybe they do care but don´t know how to show it either. Maybe they have the same feelings of hopelessness like yourself, maybe they hate being alive just as much as yourself, but struggle through it like you do.

All that said, you have no responsibility for their happiness, and they none for yours. I guess that´s depressing just as much as it is freeing. You don´t choose your parents, but you chose how much you let them affect you. No one on this planet gets the childhood they wish they had. And even the people who appear to have it all, trust me they don`t. They are just better at hiding it. They are human and plagued with fears, anxiety and shame just like yourself.

sorry, i didn´t mean to make it sound like it´s just normal to hate you´re life. it´s not, and you´re not weak, you´re going through an incredibly hard time. i guess i just wanted to give some perspective.