General optimism by sophie 4/20/2014 written by sophie 4/20/2014 i get overly optimistic after smoking.. does anyone else get that way? i have this whole game plan for life. then when the high wears off. i’m back to square one. suicidal and damn near tears backhighlifesuicidaltears 4 comments 0 Email Related posts We Are Depressed Because We Aren’t Getting What... 1/24/2026 I’m Losing My Will to Live 1/24/2026 Among the living 1/21/2026 Why no one has real friends anymore 1/21/2026 19 Weeks 1/20/2026 Something eating at me 1/20/2026 When you’re teetering on the edge 1/20/2026 Today 1/18/2026 Reality Checks 1/18/2026 1/18/2026 4 comments gabriel 4/20/2014 - 1:17 am Yep. Lately ive been wanting something stronger. Log in to Reply M 4/20/2014 - 1:25 am I stopped smoking for that reason. Once the moment went by and the hope vanished everything came back like a punch to my face. I was spending way too much money on smoking too, lol. Log in to Reply ashley68@q.com 4/20/2014 - 3:01 am Shit, move to a legal state and keep smoking. Log in to Reply sophie 4/20/2014 - 4:59 pm i thought i was the only one. its a nice numb Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All new comments Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.
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Yep. Lately ive been wanting something stronger.
I stopped smoking for that reason. Once the moment went by and the hope vanished everything came back like a punch to my face. I was spending way too much money on smoking too, lol.
Shit, move to a legal state and keep smoking.
i thought i was the only one. its a nice numb