i get overly optimistic after smoking.. does anyone else get that way?
i have this whole game plan for life. then when the high wears off. i’m back to square one. suicidal and damn near tears
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share your suicide story
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Yep. Lately ive been wanting something stronger.
I stopped smoking for that reason. Once the moment went by and the hope vanished everything came back like a punch to my face. I was spending way too much money on smoking too, lol.
Shit, move to a legal state and keep smoking.
i thought i was the only one. its a nice numb